Tension
No one knows what's going on inside of my head
It's making me faint, it's making me mad
I have no force, I have no power
It becomes unbearable, hour for hour
Everyday, day after day, every week,
Every month, I stuck but never give up to seek
Seeking my calmness, seeking my joy
Seeking the real life, I am
waiting for
No one knows what's going on inside of my head
Inside of my mind, it's driving me mad
This helplessness and desperation, to
I need help, I need support, I need - You
What if...
What if I don't fit in the <<image>> anymore?
If I start to be who I actually am?
What if I start to think on my own?
-Would you still be here with me?
What if I show you what's going on inside of my mind?
If I tell you how I really feel inside?
What if I reveal you my real
name?
-Would you still be the same?
What if I make you see the burden I have to take?
If I make you see what is laying on my shoulders?
What if I confess that I never was alright?
-Would you still be by my side?
The Red Balloon
The fear you'd never show
It's the pain you've never let go
Concerns and distress, you got everything in abundance
You are captured and pained in a horrible wire fence
Why is that feeling so cruel?
Why does it destroy the other feelings at all?
That feelings which give you your happiness back
Why are they painting your heaven black?
You are crying in pain but
nobody hears
Nobody knows your daily fears
If all the problems, worries and fears could fly away
Like a red balloon, I would say:
It'll save your life, every day
