I was smiling... 
I was smiling...             
A smile that yet so bitterly wept.           
A smile that was eaten up by loneliness.  
I was crying....
Tears, in which the contempt of others reflected.
Tears, who testified my end.
My blood...
it was spreading.
Staining all red: me, the floor
everything.
But was there anyone who was interessted?
No...